On Small World

GUY WHO I JUST MET: Wala pa tayong 3 hours na magkakilala hinihiritan mo na ako.
*Me thinks, okay, kaya pala ako nakakatakot.*
ME: Ok, I'll keep my mouth shut.
*but parang i met this guy na before, so i asked my friend*
ME:Your friend seems familiar, I think he is the ex of my cousin.
FRIEND: What is the name of your cousin
ME: *insert name of cousin*
FRIEND: Oi, do you know *insert name of cousin*?
GUY: *nanalaki ang mata*
ME: AHA! Apparently I know you more than 3 hours. Now i have the right!

: - o ii

DAD: Oh andito ka na pala.
MOM: Paano ka umuwi?
ME: Hinatid.
MOM: I thought you went out for dinner, maaga pa.
ME: Yup, nag dinner nga.
MOM: Sino kasama mo?
ME: Friend. Sabi mo kasi maghanap na ako ng boyfriend.
MOM & DAD: HAHAHAHA!
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After an hour or sooo, I got an SMS.

Friend's message: Let's drink!
I showed the message to my mom.
MOM: Oh just like that you'll go? Ano yan, makikipalasingan ka?
ME: HAHAHAHA! Coffee lang yan.

: - o

I was in the car with my family.

Sister: Break na sila *insert name of gay cousin* at nung boyfriend niya.
Me: Masmadami pa atang ex yung kaysa akin e.
Mom: mag boyfriend ka na nga. Wag mo silang takutin.

Okay. Am I scary?

5 Years

Today is a non-working holiday thanks to the Muslims. :) Today also marks my 5th year in HS. Yes, it has been that long. And I thought I would be one of the first to abandon ship once I hit my 2nd year. Now, I am the only original member from my bootcamp. Talk about loyalty.

So what makes me stay here? My pay could be better. People are not how they used to be. Most of my friends have moved on to another challenge. I have not been lucky also in terms of projects. Puro paasa lang. But this is me, always full of hope.

There are really some things that do not turn out how we think it would. I still hope for a better 5th year. I wish things will finally go my way. If not, may I find the courage to leave and take new opportunities.

On Sickness

I am sick and it is killing me. I've missed 3 Ultimate sessions and 3 days for work. Work I don't mind, but ultimate? Boo!

Bronchitis. Pharyngitis. Whateveritis, go away!

On A Dilemma

What are the advantages of telling? One will know what to expect. One will know how to prepare for the future and with this knowledge one can at least try to do something to prolong what will happen.

On the other than, the more one knows the lesser one knows. There are some things that are meant to happen and will eventually happen no matter whatever one does. Without knowledge one can breathe and move freely. There won’t be this feeling that someone is watching. One can live a so-called normal life.

What to do? Should the truth be exposed and risk the outcome having the knowledge? Or should each moment be lived as carefree without paranoia?