It is said that in love… there is no right or wrong. However, when rationality comes in… when the mind plays its role and neglects what the heart beats for… it is a different story. Even if there is no right or wrong, one would really blurt out, but… it is so WRONG!
In my so-called situation, why o why whatever I do, despite his baggage, despite his bad habits, despite all his negativity… I honestly do not know why I still accept him as he is… the complete “insert name”.
Okay fine. I admit that I have feelings for HIM. If I did not then why am I “sort of affected”, right?
Kapag tumibok ang puso nga naman… minsan wala ka ng magagawa kungdi sundin ito…
But NO! Self-control will prevail! It has toooo!
I deserve someone much better… and if ever you are HIM… then I guess you should start improving… competing for you to attain your prize. ;p
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
One of those Conversations
This is long overdue. Finally! How I wish we can do this more often.
I wont make you sleep.
Did anyone tell you that you are beautiful and sexy?
Sexy! If I was making you bola I would have said you are the most beautiful girl in the world.
Eh, those are photoshop-ed . This is real.
You are hot!
That is why I did not marry my ex because I cannot see my future seeing her when I wake up.
Darn it!
Dapat hindi ako yung pinagpipilian. Dapat ako ang pumipili!
I wont make you sleep.
Did anyone tell you that you are beautiful and sexy?
Sexy! If I was making you bola I would have said you are the most beautiful girl in the world.
Eh, those are photoshop-ed . This is real.
You are hot!
That is why I did not marry my ex because I cannot see my future seeing her when I wake up.
Darn it!
Dapat hindi ako yung pinagpipilian. Dapat ako ang pumipili!
Weakness
Could my officemate be right? Do I have a "thing" for athletes -- or at least for people who are into sports?
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.
Damnit! What should I do?
Talk about it?
Or just let things be and suffer this uneasiness?
The word Athlete comes from the latin athleta and the Greek athlEtEs, which means to contend for a prize, from athlon, prize, contest. So am I his prize?
Wala lang.
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.
Damnit! What should I do?
Talk about it?
Or just let things be and suffer this uneasiness?
The word Athlete comes from the latin athleta and the Greek athlEtEs, which means to contend for a prize, from athlon, prize, contest. So am I his prize?
Wala lang.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
On Brats
How long can you tolerate someone...
who talks loudly... and in a baby voice tone?
who asks for suggestions where to eat.. but after you give a suggestion/s it seems like s/he did not hear your suggestion?
who asks nonsense questions that do not have a concrete answer... and when you answer for the sake of answering she will ask the same question all over again?
who is so O.A.... and out of place?
who acts like a "kid" despite being in a corporate environment?
who is KSP?
who is a brat?
Please lang, for crying out loud... kindly stop being a drama queen and brat...
** Meron ba ako? In fairness, she apologized afterwards. I am not that hard hearted naman. Guilt hit me at some point, but I know I did the right thing.
FO no more.
who talks loudly... and in a baby voice tone?
who asks for suggestions where to eat.. but after you give a suggestion/s it seems like s/he did not hear your suggestion?
who asks nonsense questions that do not have a concrete answer... and when you answer for the sake of answering she will ask the same question all over again?
who is so O.A.... and out of place?
who acts like a "kid" despite being in a corporate environment?
who is KSP?
who is a brat?
Please lang, for crying out loud... kindly stop being a drama queen and brat...
** Meron ba ako? In fairness, she apologized afterwards. I am not that hard hearted naman. Guilt hit me at some point, but I know I did the right thing.
FO no more.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Not-So Good Events Around the Office
Around the end of April last year, this was one of the scenes outside the window...
Today, June 17, 2008... around lunch time.. as in in broad daylight...
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Flash report of the incident:
news article
Good thing I was not loitering. Yesterday more or less at around 12:30 I accompanied my officemate to KFC to buy her lunch. Oh my gosh, right?
One of my officemates was at the driveway area when the shootout occurred. According to him, it was no joke. It made him think of his life. On the other hand, other people like my other officemate who are floors above the incident wanted to get the scoop and stuff. Hello, are you serious? Maybe if I she was scene she would have reacted differently.
I had my own mini share of bloody experiences. Seriously, those events were very disturbing. Promise.
To those who have love ones "sacrificed" unintentionally in situations like these, may their souls rest in peace. And to those who have been left behind, pray for their souls, and like what I said in my previous posts, make every moment count. You will never know what will happen to you. You never know that today will be your last day to drive a jeepney like you always do to go to work.
Today, June 17, 2008... around lunch time.. as in in broad daylight...
Flash report of the incident:
news article
Good thing I was not loitering. Yesterday more or less at around 12:30 I accompanied my officemate to KFC to buy her lunch. Oh my gosh, right?
One of my officemates was at the driveway area when the shootout occurred. According to him, it was no joke. It made him think of his life. On the other hand, other people like my other officemate who are floors above the incident wanted to get the scoop and stuff. Hello, are you serious? Maybe if I she was scene she would have reacted differently.
I had my own mini share of bloody experiences. Seriously, those events were very disturbing. Promise.
To those who have love ones "sacrificed" unintentionally in situations like these, may their souls rest in peace. And to those who have been left behind, pray for their souls, and like what I said in my previous posts, make every moment count. You will never know what will happen to you. You never know that today will be your last day to drive a jeepney like you always do to go to work.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Ang Baboy Ko!
Food trip galore!
Thursday: Yellow Cab - 1 slice #4 cheese pizza, Charlie (Jackie) Chan pasta, raspberry sola
Friday: "Supplies" birthday bash for Ms. 1 kilo taba - hotdog, pasta, pansit, embotido, cake and more more food!
Saturday: Omasake - numerous Jap food which I cannot remember, plus gellato at Amici!
Sunday: usual Sunday lunch at the other house, dinner at Chilli's!
Burp! :p
Thursday: Yellow Cab - 1 slice #4 cheese pizza, Charlie (Jackie) Chan pasta, raspberry sola
Friday: "Supplies" birthday bash for Ms. 1 kilo taba - hotdog, pasta, pansit, embotido, cake and more more food!
Saturday: Omasake - numerous Jap food which I cannot remember, plus gellato at Amici!
Sunday: usual Sunday lunch at the other house, dinner at Chilli's!
Burp! :p
Was it?
But come on… who am I not to forgive? Christ was able to forgive fully so who am I not to? Moreover, as if it was officially “us”. There were conversations regarding our friendship but there was never an “us”.
So why this entry?
You tell me!
So why this entry?
You tell me!
Work Status as of Present
I am still a corporate slave of the same company. However, I suddenly was rolled off from my previous project that was an US Investment Bank that does not want to be known. Despite all the sympathy I received, I was truly happy with my fate because that client had false dreams---false promises to fly me to NYC. Anyway, right now I am lined up for another financial company project. The offshore project manager/lead welcomed me to the team already, but technically, they have to finish all those paperwork in order to formalize my on boarding to the project. Based from my understanding, I am asked to audit their company. So hello to another week or so of bench time.
Should I now take the leap of fate?
Que sera sera!
Should I now take the leap of fate?
Que sera sera!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Make Every Moment Count
After months without exchanging stories with someone, it is expected to catch up or begin from where you previously left. Whatever that events that transpired since your last contact may or may not be pretty conversation topic at present, but is there any choice on where to begin? The chronicles you have exchanged in the past may be your life’s interest before but may be otherwise currently.
Thus, this only proves that change is inevitable. You may still have feelings for a certain person in the past but the degree or type of feeling will never be the same in any instance. It may have blossomed…. or died.
I guess that is how life goes. Thus, you should not be like a horse that is blinded with your goal/destination and in return, you forget to enjoy the journey.
Lesson: Make every moment count!
Thus, this only proves that change is inevitable. You may still have feelings for a certain person in the past but the degree or type of feeling will never be the same in any instance. It may have blossomed…. or died.
I guess that is how life goes. Thus, you should not be like a horse that is blinded with your goal/destination and in return, you forget to enjoy the journey.
Lesson: Make every moment count!
Sunday, June 08, 2008
QL plus a month
I would like to believe that nothing much has changed. Age is just a state of mind. It is just a number. But then again, there are thoughts running behind my mind. Am I making the most out of the life given to me? Is it enough to be good and stop there? Or should make some extra effort?
Well, too much thinking is bad. Too much thinking of what will happen in advance is not healthy. I guess I should just pause, take a deep breath and take everything in.
Motto: Make every moment count. :)
Well, too much thinking is bad. Too much thinking of what will happen in advance is not healthy. I guess I should just pause, take a deep breath and take everything in.
Motto: Make every moment count. :)
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Tagged
1. i am not mataray, i just look like one.
2. i am not batugan. i just have garfield like eyes.
3. i am not a pala-away. i am a peace-loving person who is protective of my love ones. if you hurt them, you are dead.
4. i am not maarte. i am a simple person who has a sensible outlook on life.
5. i am not madaldal. i am the quiet silent type..it was a coincidence when you caught me making hirit.
6. i do not pre-judge people. i accept people for what they are.. with no pretentions. wag ka lang magloko oras na makilala mo ako.
7. i am not kuripot. i am just practical.
8. i am not a clown. deep down i am a serious/emo.
9. i am not manhid. i just choose to be NR
10. i am not thin. i am actually fat for a thin girl.
* no one to tag... if you wanna answer.. then go go go
2. i am not batugan. i just have garfield like eyes.
3. i am not a pala-away. i am a peace-loving person who is protective of my love ones. if you hurt them, you are dead.
4. i am not maarte. i am a simple person who has a sensible outlook on life.
5. i am not madaldal. i am the quiet silent type..it was a coincidence when you caught me making hirit.
6. i do not pre-judge people. i accept people for what they are.. with no pretentions. wag ka lang magloko oras na makilala mo ako.
7. i am not kuripot. i am just practical.
8. i am not a clown. deep down i am a serious/emo.
9. i am not manhid. i just choose to be NR
10. i am not thin. i am actually fat for a thin girl.
* no one to tag... if you wanna answer.. then go go go
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Another Day Full of Basketball
First Game
Downside: We lost to the youth team who has been training almost everyday for two months.
Upside: We were there for the first half of the game. If it was the finals, I guess we would have a chance.
Second Game
Downside: The luck of the game was poles apart.
Upside: It was an eye opener for us.
Third Game
Downside: I missed the potential game winning long 3 which was straight... just short.
Upside: We won in the extra period.
Conclusion: 2 days, 5 teams, 6 games, ended up with a tiny 3rd place trophy plus 1k.
Extra: I believe in every game, whatever the circumstances are, we have a chance to win. All we need to do is to put all our acts together, have some heart and determination.. and of course, luck is greatly appreciated.
Looking forward to another accomplishment? :)
Downside: We lost to the youth team who has been training almost everyday for two months.
Upside: We were there for the first half of the game. If it was the finals, I guess we would have a chance.
Second Game
Downside: The luck of the game was poles apart.
Upside: It was an eye opener for us.
Third Game
Downside: I missed the potential game winning long 3 which was straight... just short.
Upside: We won in the extra period.
Conclusion: 2 days, 5 teams, 6 games, ended up with a tiny 3rd place trophy plus 1k.
Extra: I believe in every game, whatever the circumstances are, we have a chance to win. All we need to do is to put all our acts together, have some heart and determination.. and of course, luck is greatly appreciated.
Looking forward to another accomplishment? :)
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