Cheese. Cheesier than nacho cheese and a four cheese pizza. It makes some cringe and sick. But what guess what? One can make cheese that is cheesier than all 4 cheese pizza that pizza parlors can create, or better, a whole galaxy of cheese planets all rolled into one giant cheese. It is definitely gross, but it means a lot and I guess the bitterest people write the sweetest lines that makes those cold hearted people throw up. The twisted feeling in the tummy that also warms the heart, that drives makes people insane and crazy.
It is gonna be a secret.
How stupid is it? I can't talk about it
I gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
How stupid is it? Won't you gimme a minute
Just come up to me
And say hello to my heart
How stupid is it? For all I know you want me too
And maybe you just don't know what to do
Or maybe you're scared to say: 'I'm falling for you'
The thought of you makes me smile. The thought of you and people like you breaks my heart.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Ang Pag-Ibig
Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin.
Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw.
Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?!
May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon.
Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang.
Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig.
Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya.
Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina.
Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba.
Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa.
Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot.
Ang malulungkot, sumasaya.
Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya.
Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman.
Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo?
Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?
Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig.
"Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!"
"Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!"
At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya!
"Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?"
May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.
Hayop talaga.
Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko.
Pero wala pa rin akong alam.
Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline.
Nakakatawa no?
Nakakaiyak.
Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw.
Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?!
May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon.
Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang.
Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig.
Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya.
Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina.
Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba.
Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa.
Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot.
Ang malulungkot, sumasaya.
Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya.
Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman.
Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo?
Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?
Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig.
"Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!"
"Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!"
At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya!
"Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?"
May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.
Hayop talaga.
Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko.
Pero wala pa rin akong alam.
Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline.
Nakakatawa no?
Nakakaiyak.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Looking Back...
A continuation of my realization... sorry don't know to do the cut thing...
I wrote this last May. 3rd, 2005|10:11 pm]
Birthday Memories
2001
I spent this in HK with the ladies. Then my friend invited me to go to Shang when I arrived. He inivited me pala cause my friends fixed a "surprise" party for me. Thanks for the video as well. I also had a small dinner at Club Filipino. Haba ng birthday ko diba? Hehe.
2002
I had a small dinner at the other house. I wore this dark blue sleeveless blouse and skirt picked by my sis. Then a not so nice incident happened towards the end. Tsk tsk. What would you do if someone is gay? Guess you should be happy for that person nalang.
2003
Some of my teammates came over at 12MN and surpised me. But as usual I did not get surprised. What's new? Hehe. Then during the afternoon we had a game versus boys! Hehe. Then had dinner Don Hen with the team and family. Afterwards dapat mag-billiards but I preferred to rest nalang. Am I old? Hehe.
2004
I had a small dinner again at the other house. I wore this gray t-back top and black skirt picked by my sister again. :)My cake was shaped like a jersey. Thanks mom and sis! :P If my memory is right spag, pita, lengua, chicken and bbq was served. A number of people went home drunk. Haha!
2005
I had a small dinner at the other house...again. I wore this white spag top and beady butterfly wrap around skirt picked by my sister... again. My cake this time was round with overflowing flowers at the center. Thanks to mom and sis... again! (Wow! Ain't I loved? Hehe.) This time (the ever famous) spag, honey chicken, beef and mushroom (champion) bbq was prepared.
Grabe! Ang tanda ko na pala! Haha! Pero kahit na.. papasa parin akong 16 years old... Hmm, kaya pa atang 14! Haha! Pero parang tulad nga ng sabi nila, mga 40 years old daw ako na stuck sa katawan ng teenager! Ano ba naman iyun! Wahahaha!
Malamang sa susunod na taon wala na akong pakain kasi hindi naman akong pedeng humingi na ng pera sa aking mga magulang kasi dapat sa araw na iyun nagtratrabaho na ako. Hehe. Tingnan nalang natin.
Maraming salamat sa lahat ng bumati sa akin at lahat ng pumunta. Mahal ko kayo! :D
----
Then this on... April 30, 2006 - 23:23
23rd
Before 5am in the morning I've barfed three times already. I saw the toppings of the Hawaian pizza that I ate earlier in the sink since I wasn't able to reach the toilet. It was gross. I haven't barffed that much in my whole existence.
Due to my upset stomach our breakfast out did not push through. I felt such a loser since my family was excited and woke up early. I told them to go ahead without me however they decided not to since it would be different. I woke up at 12:30 and wasn't able to hear mass with my folks.
I arrived at 1 for lunch. When I got there, everyone knew about my condition. Oh great. Since I was not confident with my stomach I wasn't able to enjoy the food. I didn't even get a slice of cake and scoop of ice cream due to the fear that I might throw up or whatsoever.
I slept again when I got home. When I got up again, I dragged myself to dinner which I didn't appreaciate that much due to my condition. I didn't stay that long since I had to hear mass and thank our Creator for giving me life.
And that was how I spent my 23rd year in this world. No small dinner with friends for this year. Tsk tsk.
I wrote this last May. 3rd, 2005|10:11 pm]
Birthday Memories
2001
I spent this in HK with the ladies. Then my friend invited me to go to Shang when I arrived. He inivited me pala cause my friends fixed a "surprise" party for me. Thanks for the video as well. I also had a small dinner at Club Filipino. Haba ng birthday ko diba? Hehe.
2002
I had a small dinner at the other house. I wore this dark blue sleeveless blouse and skirt picked by my sis. Then a not so nice incident happened towards the end. Tsk tsk. What would you do if someone is gay? Guess you should be happy for that person nalang.
2003
Some of my teammates came over at 12MN and surpised me. But as usual I did not get surprised. What's new? Hehe. Then during the afternoon we had a game versus boys! Hehe. Then had dinner Don Hen with the team and family. Afterwards dapat mag-billiards but I preferred to rest nalang. Am I old? Hehe.
2004
I had a small dinner again at the other house. I wore this gray t-back top and black skirt picked by my sister again. :)My cake was shaped like a jersey. Thanks mom and sis! :P If my memory is right spag, pita, lengua, chicken and bbq was served. A number of people went home drunk. Haha!
2005
I had a small dinner at the other house...again. I wore this white spag top and beady butterfly wrap around skirt picked by my sister... again. My cake this time was round with overflowing flowers at the center. Thanks to mom and sis... again! (Wow! Ain't I loved? Hehe.) This time (the ever famous) spag, honey chicken, beef and mushroom (champion) bbq was prepared.
Grabe! Ang tanda ko na pala! Haha! Pero kahit na.. papasa parin akong 16 years old... Hmm, kaya pa atang 14! Haha! Pero parang tulad nga ng sabi nila, mga 40 years old daw ako na stuck sa katawan ng teenager! Ano ba naman iyun! Wahahaha!
Malamang sa susunod na taon wala na akong pakain kasi hindi naman akong pedeng humingi na ng pera sa aking mga magulang kasi dapat sa araw na iyun nagtratrabaho na ako. Hehe. Tingnan nalang natin.
Maraming salamat sa lahat ng bumati sa akin at lahat ng pumunta. Mahal ko kayo! :D
----
Then this on... April 30, 2006 - 23:23
23rd
Before 5am in the morning I've barfed three times already. I saw the toppings of the Hawaian pizza that I ate earlier in the sink since I wasn't able to reach the toilet. It was gross. I haven't barffed that much in my whole existence.
Due to my upset stomach our breakfast out did not push through. I felt such a loser since my family was excited and woke up early. I told them to go ahead without me however they decided not to since it would be different. I woke up at 12:30 and wasn't able to hear mass with my folks.
I arrived at 1 for lunch. When I got there, everyone knew about my condition. Oh great. Since I was not confident with my stomach I wasn't able to enjoy the food. I didn't even get a slice of cake and scoop of ice cream due to the fear that I might throw up or whatsoever.
I slept again when I got home. When I got up again, I dragged myself to dinner which I didn't appreaciate that much due to my condition. I didn't stay that long since I had to hear mass and thank our Creator for giving me life.
And that was how I spent my 23rd year in this world. No small dinner with friends for this year. Tsk tsk.
Realization
Oh my! It is already April! Therefore it means...
Yikes! Plus 1!
How am I going to spend it for 2007?
Will it be a couple of days affair?
Will it be like any ordinary day?
Will someone or people try to surprise me?
*hint hint*
:)
Yikes! Plus 1!
How am I going to spend it for 2007?
Will it be a couple of days affair?
Will it be like any ordinary day?
Will someone or people try to surprise me?
*hint hint*
:)
Holy Week 2007
Monday
Didn't go to work. Went down from Baguio.
Tuesday
Went back to work. Wasn't doing anything... productive. Was bored to death. Suddenly, hello meeting from 2pm - 6pm-ish. Kamusta naman yun?
Went to south for a dinner party. Hello shrimps, crabs, salmon and turkey. I love my clan!
Wednesday
Super lazy day at work. Feel na feel na mag bakasyon! Wore a skirt. Wrong move I guess cause many people were dressed down. On a lighter note, I think I should do it more often, so that masabihan akong "Sexy!" Wahahaha! Just kidding!
Went to Katipunan. Got kinda starstruck. Saw a number of people who think they are famous. Haha. I write a separate entry about that one.
Thursday
Attended to my so-called religious obligations. Washing of the feet thing. Then visited churches. Stations of the cross. Naudlot yung Manila Cathedral. Ambisyoso! Ended up in Mcdo.
Friday
Attended mass at MTQ. I guess that was it. Watched one episode of 7th Heaven. Man, I totally forgot about it! Did some "spring" cleaning... na up to now I am not yet done with. :(
Saturday
Tried to do some cleaning. Finally, landline is up again. Why does it always die during the Holy Week? Found out 2 deaths --- one stroke the other was suicide :( Had dinner at Serendra and hanged out there.
Sunday
Seafood menu for lunch! Played with my nieces and nephew. Cute Cute! They always make my weekend! Wasn't able to help out in the Easter festivities cause I had to get back to cleaning :(
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One more day before I get back to "reality". Hopefully it would be a productive one.
Ho-hum!
Didn't go to work. Went down from Baguio.
Tuesday
Went back to work. Wasn't doing anything... productive. Was bored to death. Suddenly, hello meeting from 2pm - 6pm-ish. Kamusta naman yun?
Went to south for a dinner party. Hello shrimps, crabs, salmon and turkey. I love my clan!
Wednesday
Super lazy day at work. Feel na feel na mag bakasyon! Wore a skirt. Wrong move I guess cause many people were dressed down. On a lighter note, I think I should do it more often, so that masabihan akong "Sexy!" Wahahaha! Just kidding!
Went to Katipunan. Got kinda starstruck. Saw a number of people who think they are famous. Haha. I write a separate entry about that one.
Thursday
Attended to my so-called religious obligations. Washing of the feet thing. Then visited churches. Stations of the cross. Naudlot yung Manila Cathedral. Ambisyoso! Ended up in Mcdo.
Friday
Attended mass at MTQ. I guess that was it. Watched one episode of 7th Heaven. Man, I totally forgot about it! Did some "spring" cleaning... na up to now I am not yet done with. :(
Saturday
Tried to do some cleaning. Finally, landline is up again. Why does it always die during the Holy Week? Found out 2 deaths --- one stroke the other was suicide :( Had dinner at Serendra and hanged out there.
Sunday
Seafood menu for lunch! Played with my nieces and nephew. Cute Cute! They always make my weekend! Wasn't able to help out in the Easter festivities cause I had to get back to cleaning :(
---
One more day before I get back to "reality". Hopefully it would be a productive one.
Ho-hum!
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
<3
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
-- Neil Gaiman
-- Neil Gaiman
Kid Talk
My cousin is so cute! His mom asked him where he wants to celebrate his birthday and he said:
"At home, because I want salmon, crabs, shrimps and turkey"
He is super adorable! So big and hug-able! Super kagigil talaga.
"At home, because I want salmon, crabs, shrimps and turkey"
He is super adorable! So big and hug-able! Super kagigil talaga.
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