On Mind Games

There are instances when you don’t seem to notice me. Instances when you don’t make your presence felt. On the other hand, there are times when you contact me out of the bloom and say sweet nothings.

Why do you give me just enough attention? Is this to keep me interested but never seriously commit? Is this a strategy or tactic of some sort of yours to manipulate my so-called feelings?

Mind games are boggling. Are you sure you want to play this game? Cause if you do, it is already game over.

On A Dilemma

What are the advantages of telling? One will know what to expect. One will know how to prepare for the future and with this knowledge one can at least try to do something to prolong what will happen.

On the other than, the more one knows the lesser one knows. There are some things that are meant to happen and will eventually happen no matter whatever one does. Without knowledge one can breathe and move freely. There won’t be this feeling that someone is watching. One can live a so-called normal life.

What to do? Should the truth be exposed and risk the outcome having the knowledge? Or should each moment be lived as carefree without paranoia?

On Religious Obligations

I often wonder why people attend those religious obligations but their minds are elsewhere...

Mob Wars

Dammit! I am an addict... once again. Rawr! What is the culprit this time? Stupid Mob Wars! It is one of the many applications F@ceb00k offers. Honestly, I am not into F@ceb00k. I find it sooo overwhelming with all the application invites or what so that my puny brain does not understand the purpose or its function!

So how did I get into it? One day my colleagues were talking about this game. There were numerous invites from my F@ceb00k friends as well. One contact messaged me to joined her mob.

There... curiosity killed me... the cat.

Crap!

On Discipline 0.1

I better get proper rest and sleep.

Tired

My body is tired.

Training (rather lack of it).
Unhealthy food.
Late nights.
Movies.
Coffees.
Bar hopping.
Alcohol.
Bankrupt.
Lack of sleep.
Awwy shoulders and back.


Jap Resto, New Bombay, Tokyo Tokyo, Chunky's, Petra and Pilar, Starbuko, Mile-Hi, Alchemy, Ascend, Hooters, Cocina Gayuma, Earle's Deli,

I need time to recover and regain my strength.

Am I old?

QL plus a month

I would like to believe that nothing much has changed. Age is just a state of mind. It is just a number. But then again, there are thoughts running behind my mind. Am I making the most out of the life given to me? Is it enough to be good and stop there? Or should make some extra effort?

Well, too much thinking is bad. Too much thinking of what will happen in advance is not healthy. I guess I should just pause, take a deep breath and take everything in.

Motto: Make every moment count. :)

On Being Maalalahanin

I see myself as a caring person. Even if this person always tells me: “insert my name”, ang sama mo.” I guess she is just being sarcastic because another person says I look like someone who will not do any kalokohan or stupid stuff.

So which is which? Am I walang pakialam or may pakialam?

17.8%

that is the percentage of bmi... body fat that composes my body...
am i fat for a thin person?
:(

Why No Posts?

I do not know. Hehehe. You thought I had an intellectual response? Sorry to disappoint you, but I just have too much going on right now. End of story.

Now I am off to the gym... ta-ta!

On Insomia?

It is almost 4 in the morning and I am still wide awake! I didn't notice the time. Wait! I did when it was around 1AM. How come time seems to swift by whenever I use Persephone? But whenever I use another PC, time seems to creep!

Err. I need to fix my sleeping habits!

Wish List

1. Basketball Shoes
I need new basketball shoes. The latest pair I have is almost 4 years old! It does not have any grooves anymore! Sad, I know. Adidas would be a great brand. Size: 8 :)

2. Swiss Army Knife
Since I dream about traveling more often than not, I think it would be very useful if I had a swiss army knife in occasions when I need to open a soda bottle or a beer bottle or canned goods, to cut this, to un/screw this and that, to cut/file nails, usb, blah blah. You know the drill. It does not need to be a Victorinox Swiss. Err.. McGyver influence!

3. Nintendo DS Lite
Even if I am not a techie person, this would entertain me during "dull" moments other than my weird imagination. hehehe.

4. Watch
I have a fascination for timepieces. However, I haven't had the opportunity to expand my so-called collection. Ain't watches from Tokyo flash Japan amazing? Check out their website here: http://www.tokyoflash.com/en/ Lego link watches are cute too, check out this site: You can get them here: No Curfew Nation, 2nd floor of SM Mall of Asia

5. Cellphone
I am not looking for a top of the line type of phone. The basics would do. Something that is capable of sending messages, making and receiving calls. Weird? Not really. In my current work set-up, cellphones with cameras are not allowed inside. The only way to reach me is through landline. Thus, the "need" for a cellphone without a camera. It would be a plus if it was colored and had a fm radio (considering I do not have a music player *thinks: ipod?* --- then again, I have my thoughts!)

6. 4 Rechargeable AA Batteries
This would be handy for my digital cam (which up to now I haven't named yet). Any suggestions?

7. Good Health
Imagine a life without back pains, headaches, colds, etc?

8. Ka-Ching
To win the lotto! :)

* will add to the list when I think of more stuff.

sana may magbigay! libre naman mangarap eh.

Make Everything Count

Why do people always leave? Why stay even if no one asked to? Why hold on? Why wait for a farewell? Why not leave?

Eventually everyone will go on their own separate paths. Nothing in this world is permanent. Everyone would disappear. Memories are the only things we have... We are merely having a once in a lifetime journey thus we should maximize every moment!

Makahiya

There is something I secretly watch from afar. I long to see the beauty it possesses. Patiently, I wait for it to be ready. As time pass by, my hope slowly diminishes. But like a flower, it suddenly blooms when least expected.

So what am I to do? Admire its beauty from afar or come closer to appreciate it more?

However, what if it turns out to be a makahiya? Should I wait again for it to blossom?

Labo mo woman!