Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Isang Katanungan

Is he a girl?

On Defeats and Another Blooper

After all the hassle we've been through we LOST! We played well at the start but things went out of control during the latter part. It was their press, the lame none calls and most especially our kamalasan.

... the deliberate foul
... the missed bank shots
... my pain in the ass foul

I really really despise the "organizer". Imagine he even had the guts to invite us to this league that he will organize by November. Hello!?! You think after all the delays we've been through each and every game, the lame/bad calls, the open rough and no corner court and stuff we would still play? There was this time that my teammate was talking to him and he neglected her and talked to my other teammate. It was super obvious kasi that he was at fault but then again he wouldn't admit it. Yun yung nakakainis e.

So anyway, yeah. We lost. But it was a good experience for each and everyone of us. Imagine us battling in those circumstances. If the coach of the current team knew what we went through... patay patay... :)

On the blooper...
The friend of two of my teammates invited us to this suprise thingie at her place. I heard that it was her birthday. So after we ate, we headed to the house of the celebrant. I even greeted her "Happy birthday"! There was even this card in circulation.. and I wrote happy birthday ek ek. I didn't bother to read whatever others wrote anymore.

Guess what?

After three days... I found out that...it wasn't her birthday! Huwow! Great! Naloko ako dun! It was her capping ek ek. Aba, how should I know. Hehe.

Stupidity has hit me again.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Questions from Kids


Are you lazy because your hair is messy?

Why do guys have hairy legs?

You should eat vegetables so that you will grow taller, bigger and rounder.

Is he gay?

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Natamaan ata ako dito...

"Programmers are procrastinators. Get in, get some coffee, check the mailbox, read the RSS feeds, read the news, check out latest articles on techie websites, browse through political discussions on the designated sections of the programming forums. Rinse and repeat to make sure nothing is missed.

Go to lunch. Come back, stare at the IDE for a few minutes. Check the mailbox. Get some coffee. Before you know it, the day is over."

Monday, June 19, 2006

Stalling

Is it just me
or is time actually slowing down?
It's only 2:30.

In any case, that's a good thing, right?
More time to get things done.

But what am I doing?

Haha.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Special Needs

I just realized that I don't want love. I don't want commitment. I don't want devotion. I just need a little affection every now and then. You know? Somebody to hold hands with, somebody who'll casually drape an arm around my waist or over my shoulders as we walk from point A to point B, just somebody to make me feel like I'm still even remotely attractive. Somebody to make me feel special. But not somebody to be serious about.

I'm sick of seriousness. I just want the gratification. I want somebody I can be malandi with.

I feel like a teenage boy. I think I just need to make out with somebody without having to worry about the repercussions. Don't ever fall in love with me; I'm just in it for the good times.


Don't you just feel like this at times?

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

On Jokes

Cracking a joke is always a risky move. There are many things you should consider before cracking a joke.... especially if it is corny one. In addition, you should work on your delivery skills. If you do not pay attention to these details, chances are you would not get a few laughs. If you are lucky then maybe you will get some heckling. Then again, if you are really unlucky, you will be facing silence.

Either way it is at this point that you figure out that it is time to stop cracking jokes. It is a sad feeling to be left hanging... so take off your clown make up and live normally.

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Work Rant

How come I find it difficult to get up during the morning? I steal every hour, minute and second I can get in bed. During bootcamp, I managed to come in at work at around 830-9 for a month or so. But now, I arrive past 9:10! It seems like a big hassle to get my lazy ass out of bed.

What is the reason behind this? Is it because I am not happy with what I am doing? Is it because I have no motivation? Unlike before, I am at school by 5:30-ish in the morning to train. I did that for 4 straight years! How the hell did I do that? Now, all I need to do is to come in around 3 hours later and I still cannot comply! Where is my drive?

Maybe I need to find another reason other than work to earn so that I can be right on track.

Friday, June 09, 2006

Mall of Asia Experience

My parents and two of my siblings picked me up from work and we headed off to Mall of Asia. From the outside the mall looked astounding! They have this ala Universal Studios globe outside the mall. It was that huge. A first timer would definitely get lost inside. We looked like touristas.

Good thing that there weren’t that many people there since it was a Thursday night. I heard that during Friday-Sunday there are people coming from different classes. The inside was spacious. I guess the effect of the floors and light added to this. Hopefully they will continue to maintain its cleanliness like how Shangri-la is taken care.

I wasn’t able to tour the whole mall though. We went to the strip facing Manila Bay where different restaurants such as Gerry’s Grill, Good Earth, CafĂ© Breton, Bo’s Coffee, Seattle’s Best were located. I liked how they situated these restaurants along the side of the mall so that even if the mall is closed, these restos can continue its business until the wee hours.

The I-Max part was gorgeous! They had this chill area outside the theater. There were couches, tables, music area all in red since it had a Coke and San Miguel theme. How I would love to have a spot similar to that at my own home. Too bad we weren’t able to catch a movie since we were late for the last full show.

The skating rink was bigger than the one at Megamall. People say that it is as big as the ones they use in the Olympics. I wouldn’t really know though. It has this Mt. Everest background which makes the rink appear cooler. I would really love to skate there just for fun.

The shops are great. They have a variety of stores there. From clothing, flip flops, toys, hobbies, bookstores, etc. One would easily past time just walking around the mall.

All in all, I enjoyed my short trip. I had a great time bonding with my family in another environment. It was also a good exercise for all of us with all the walking we did. Then again, I realized that it wasn’t that enormous after all. Imagine the floors of Megamall spread out in just two floors. Nonetheless, I would still gladly go back there and get my i-max experience.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

The Trip

Whoever in his right mind would make patol a jeepney driver? It doesn't mean that if you drive this white Fortuner that you are educated. You know how jeepney drivers are... they think they own the road... switching lanes... stopping in the middle of the road dropping off passengers and at the same time picking up another set of passengers. They do this in order to survive in this world.

Yes, their lack of road discipline is annoying. What should you do? Give way to them and when they get to overtake you, you honk at them non-stop. Afterwards try to catch the jeep and make it gitgit and at the same time block all the vehicles behind. Then, roll down your window and exchange not so nice words to the driver.

Good thing we arrived safely at the train station. I just realized that it is more violent in the first train which is exclusive for women, children, handicapped and eldery. Imagine all the pushing, nudging and taray exchanges! Not a very good situation to be in.

Why do people act like this anyway? Everyone works to survive. Each one would like to reach their destination as quickly as possible. But bakit kailangan makipagunahan at sabayan pa ng init ng ulo?

People these days...

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Wrong Kind of Right

Each human being is unique. One may either be white, black, brown or yellow. Physically, one may be tall, short, stout, slim, athletic, unfit and stuff. Personality wise, one maybe a mixture of loud, quiet, serious, wacky, friendly, snobbish and all that. Gender-wise, one may only be man or woman. However, despite all these differences, each individual has a commonality… each person desires to be happy.

Then again, what is happiness? According to Mr. Webster, to be happy is to enjoy well-being and contentment. People strive for satisfaction in life. Sadly there are individuals who do everything and anything even if it is against their will to attain this bliss. People get blinded by the gratification one may obtain and neglect what is moral.

It is understandable that what makes one person happy may not make another person glad. The source of ecstasy varies from person to person. Nonetheless, I cannot discern why there are creatures that choose to get into immoral engagements. Yes, there are people who wish that they were somebody else. On the contrary, our Creator molded us either man or woman only… and nothing in between. Unfortunately, these creatures do exist.

I have nothing against them. It is given that human beings are social beings and that they yearn to love and to be loved. I just do not get it why pretty ladies and handsome men go for their own kind. The thought of **** and ***** makes me wanna barf! As if they will have a future. Why enter a relationship when you cannot make a family in the future? I know with the technology on hand at present it is still possible, but it is just different and simply put, immoral. It is absurd that people like them are multiplying! It is disturbing! Then again, people are unique. They just wanna be happy even if it is a case of the wrong kind of right.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Sober Conversations

The world is such a scary place. The people you think you know may not be what they really are.

One may give up everything for love even if it is againsts one's will. However, there are still people who still follow thier mind instead of thier heart. Hoooray for people like tham.

Love isn't enough. To have a strong and lasting relationship, one must trust the one you love and accept one's weaknesses and mistakes. It is not how many times you have forgiven but how you showed understanding.

The process of finding one's self is difficult. The people around you can mold you to be what you will be. But in the end, it is still your choice one what you wanna do.

Poet 101

Distance
Distance between us
Makes me miss you so so much
When will meet again?

Friendship
Friendships are special
It makes life enjoyable
Thank God for you, friend

Heartaches
Heartaches are painful
The feeling is sickening
Like you wanna die

Work
Work is a part of life
Once cant survive without it
I disagree tho...

Life
My sucks right now
I wanna be eaten up
Then again, I'm dead

Alcohol
Alcohol is bad
Makes you do stuff you don't mean
But it's fun to drink!

Monday, June 05, 2006

Rain

Rain
Rain brings back mem'ries.
Chilling..relaxing... goodtimes.
I love the rain!
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But why does it have to rain when I have something planned outdoors?