If

... he is not as macho at present would I even care? ... I did not neglect and snob him would our friendship deepened? ... he did not leave, would our situation be any different? ... I did give my sweet yes would our relationship lasted? ... he know these thoughts would it even matter? ... we finally see each other, would there be a future waiting for us?

On Bilog Ang Mundo

Sa mundong bilog, maghihiwalay palayo sa isa’t isa at magsisikap umabot sa pinakamalayo nating maaabot. At dahil bilog nga ang mundo, magkakasalubong muli tayo kung hindi tayo titigil sa pagusad.

On Positivity

I should be happy
Even if the cause of your
Happiness ain't me.

Like what you mentioned
Things happen for a reason
Though it hurts like hell.

Happy thoughts in mind
In due time the One will come
In God's time maybe.

On Game Over

I guess this is it
You guys crossed each other's paths
Unexpectedly

Nothing I can do
But to continue living
A life without you.

On Reality

Ahh reality
Slowly you are crushing me
Oh well, that is life.

On Mr Miles Away

When I think of you
A shiver goes down my spine
When I think of you
I feel our souls intertwine

When I think of you
I wish we are together
When I think of you
I know my love will last forever

When I think of you
I wish I could give you a passionate kiss
When I think of you
My heart is filled with happiness

When I think of you
I feel my emotions flow
How I think of you
I only hope that you know

On Unsaid

Nasabi ko na ata lahat sa bestfriend ko.
Maliban na lang siguro na mahal ko siya.

</3

On K.I.T.

I am not good at keeping in touch. I guess that is the reason why I do not have close friends. I take the initiative to keep the communication alive through occasional emails and texts. I ponder if I am being too makulit already because eventually we drift apart. Or maybe they are just too busy and occupied with their own lives that I do not fit in it anymore. :(

But YOU are an exception. I will never get tired of taking a time out to keep our friendship alive.

On BF

After all these years, it is still you. Honestly, I have thought of "what could have been". We have talked about it too but arrived at another open ended question. 


I guess things really do happen for a reason. If we did start our story a baker's dozen years ago I don't think our relationship could withstand the changes due to immaturity and other factors. I would not have been strong enough to take the challenges. No regrets. We still have communication despite the distance, time difference and years. After all these years, you are still my bestfriend. Buti nalang kasi "Ang boyfriend napapalitan; ang bestfriend, hindi."

On Unsaid

Utak at puso
Ikaw ang iniisip
At tinitibok

Kung alam mo lang
Hangang ngayon, kaw parin
Ang nilalaman

Nakakahiya
Nakaraan na iyon
"Shhh" nalang ako

Alam Mo Yung Feeling Na...

Mahal mo, lumayo ka, mahal ka pala.
Mahal ka., manhid ka naman.
Okay na, sinaktan mo pa.
Naghiwalay kayo, biglang gumwapo.
Mahal mo na, ayaw na niya.
Mahal ka naman, takot ka lang.
Ready ka na, iba na ang mahal niya.
Masyadong pakipot, umayaw tuloy.
Masyadong torpe, nakuha na ng iba.

On The Unexpected

My phone was inside the left front pocket of my jeans. While I was walking it vibrated. I ignored it because I thought it was a text message. However, it vibrated again and again. Thus, I fished it out from my pocket and the unexpected happened when I saw the caller id. I held my breath as my heart suddenly skipped a beat. Unexpectedly, the ghost made his presence felt. Once again he brought chills to my spine aka kilig.

Indeed the best things in life are unexpected - because there were no expectations.

:)

Ang Multo

Mabuti pa ang multo nagpaparamdam.
Eh ikaw?
Kamusta ka na? :3

On Feeling - -

I just didn't think someone like you could ever like someone like me.

Then again, ang feeling ko naman na isipin ito. LOL.

Chronicles of an Emo Bear?

Which is better...

the person you like does not know that you exist

or

the person you like knows that you exist but acts as if he doesn't?

anak ng tinapa! emo!

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes lookin' deep into mine
Tellin' me more
Than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby to you all I am
Is the invisible woman

Schmaltzy 001

Me: Oi, X ano sinabi mo nung dumaan ako?
X: Kain?

I had merienda with him. It was only us two. We did not eat in the pantry. Take note, we ate out. Actually, I thought of asking my regular merienda mates to join us, but something peculiar prevented me. I felt uneasy to invite them for they barely knew X. Then again, perhaps I wanted to spend an alone time with him.

is this me?

Long Weekend Update

Friday
- badminton with officemates
- after meal

Saturday
- EK
- Swimming

Sunday
- Twister
- UPLB
- Kutot

Monday
- Uwian :(

*will edit this entry pagsinipag ako