On White Flag

Whatever happens
You are at the losing end
This is the sad truth

Might as well shut up
Rather waste your energy
For something you can't achieve

Quit because you are
unhappy not because it
is so difficult

On Petrichor

Badly miss the smell
Wet ground and grass -- petrichor
Someday'll reunite

On Quota

Quota in their minds
It's all about the numbers
Quality is lost

On Stupidity

Doing the same things
Expecting other results
That's stupidity

On 6 Stitches

Nung nakita ko
Bigla akong nanghina
Hey there 6 stitches!

On Uneasy

I want to let go

But can’t find the right timing

Just can’t let it out

All at my lonesome

I finally released it

I am so relieved

Feels good to let go

Of something I’ve held on to

Sarap ng feeling!

On Gadget

It is expensive
20 plus for a gadget
But its so pretty!

Err, decisions. Argh!
To buy or not to buy it
Money, where are you?

On Kailan

Kailan kaya

Akong makakalad

makakatakbo

Kailan kaya

Akong makakapasok

Sa opisina

Kailan kaya

Akong magiging okay

Ha-hay tuhod ko.

On Soltitude

Solitude causes
Loneliness, yes but also
Fits of ecstasy

On Fork

Doubtful about life

Emotionally stressed out

Badly need advice

On How

How do I start again, if just by one step away from you, you already pulled me two steps back into your world?

Tell me.
How?

On Reality

Time to face the truth
This is the reality
Wake up and move on

"Nobody wants to hear this but sometimes, the person you want the most; is the person that you're better off without."

On My 27th

On My 27th

Oh, how fast time flies
Today marks another year
In this planet

As I contemplate
How was my 27th
I have no answer

I went with the flow
No specific agenda
As long I'm happy

Fell in-love with life again
Journey to a better place
When one I'm at peace

On Sleepy

Eyes slowly closing
Siesta you are so tempting
How i wish I can

My body clock is whacked!

Untitled

I am so so tired
Don't know where to place myself
Relax or uptight?

Pagod na ako
Di alam san lulugar
Luwag o higpit?

Ultimate Frisbee,
You think I really love you?
Oh yes, yes I do!

Err, but as they say....
Oh easy come, easy go.
Please don't let me down...

On Trying to Overcome $+|2355

Vision is blurry
Things seem to move on it's own
What is the cause?

Is this due to stress?
But, what is stress anyway?
Is this real or fake?

Fatigue over work
I miss my A.I.D.S. petiks ways
Vacation calls me

Afraid to get hurt
Survival instincts kicks in
Either fight or flight.

Things I can't control
Worrying for no reason
Am I an addict?

No-no to breakdown
Why stress when I can enjoy?
Mind over matter

Oh, stress relievers
Ultimate plus basketball
Yey, work-life balance!

Please do your magic
Cause so-called stress is winning
Go fight fight! Aja!

On WPBL

Hmm, am I ready?
Can I handle the challenge?
And manage my time?

Argh! It's killing me!
Work, Ultimate, Basketball
Family et all.

Have no idea
Do not know our opponents
Don't know the details.

I just want to play
Cause ball is my first true love
And I can't leave it.

April 2's the day
The start of another league
Can I handle it?
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Self, from this point on...
Focus and Prioritize
***, eyes on the prize.

On Left Heel

It’s painful, it hurts
Though I discount the feeling
The ache’s evident.

The physical hurt
I try to ignore each day
But to no avail.

When I resist it
Comes emotional distress
It’s unstoppable.

They say time heals wounds
But is time tried and tested?
What’s the assurance?

Give it a rest, self
Time to face reality
To genuinely heal.
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Untitled

I hate this feeling
Would be good to verbalize
Don’t know where to start

Family matters
Basketball and Ultimate
Spiritual stuff

Throw in career
Relationships and what-nots
I am puzzled

Too many nonsense
Running in my common sense
It hurts my “headache”

Maybe a breather
An alone time with myself
Is all that I need

A break from the noise
To make sense of this nonsense
Flooding my so-called brain

Time to press escape
And get out of this jungle
In hope to find peace

So help me God.

On Day 3

Food for thought: you only fail once you stop trying.
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I nearly lost hope
One point is what I yearned for
The bleeding won’t stop

So so desperate
Gave my ultimate effort
Pushed to the limits

So near yet so far
One pass and successful catch
Oh, butterfingers!

Frustration aroused
Upset on the missed chances
Heat and tempers clashed

Exhaustion kicked in
Things became more challenging
Another setback

Feel so dishearten
It hurts emotionally
But cant back down now

Please give me the strength
The confidence, heart and will
to fight and play on.