On Three Questions

1. How much have you loved?
2. How faithful are you in your vocation?
3. How gracefully can you let go of the things not meant for you?

On Insecure

I am the type of person who takes time to make kamusta people out of the blue. I do not reach out because I have a hidden agenda like I need a favor or something. I value friendship and do contact my friends to stay connected and catch up -- as simple as that. 

Question is --- Is it improper to keep in touch with your friend who is married? Does that mean if a person is already married he cannot communicate with people of the different gender?

It is not my fault that you are jealous of me. My intentions are good. Before pointing your finger at me please evaluate your marriage first. Maybe there is something wrong with your relationship and you feel insecure. Perhaps after your self evaluation you will realize that your husband is suffocating and is not happy cause he is not getting any action. Now you tell me if that is my fault.

Natatawa nalang ako. Ahihihi

On Boxing

Finally I had the time to try out the punching bag  installed at home. As I was putting on the wraps I realized that I did not know how! I even had to ask for the assistance of google.

After 30 minutes or so I was all set. I circled around the bag and gave it a jab after 1-2 steps. Not a minute elapsed I was tired! But that didn't stop me cause sayang naman yung pag wrap ko ng kamay ko. Lol. So I went for 3 more rounds and that was it! Til next time. 

On Insignificant

I do not want to be your entire world, no. I would be happy just to be your morning coffee, your hanging car keys, your wallet. Something seemingly insignificant, but if lost throws off your entire day.

-.-

On How to Comfort a Mother

It seems like the same scenario back in 2010. This time it is my grandfather who is 85 years old. He is one health conscious person. He jogs and walks everyday and does not skip his medications. Earlier yesterday he even went to the beach with my relatives.

At night we got a phone call. My cousins were rushing him to the hospital due to a suspected stroke. He was still semi conscious for he was still able to respond in a way. After a CT scan they said there was a blood clot so they suggested to transfer to another hospital that specializes on those stuff. However, the operation cannot push through right away since my grandfather was under medication.

Today, he was brought to the hospital in the city. He underwent the operation because the clot was getting bigger. He has not waken up since the procedure.

I cannot bear to see the stress my mom is undergoing. But how do I comfort a mother whose father who just underwent a stroke? How can I be strong if just by the thought of whats happening brings tears to my eyes?

I am no doctor, and all I can do is pray that my grandfather will get the right treatment and have a speedy recovery.

Kuya Jess, may Your will be done.