On Nightmare

I have been going through sleepless nights. And if ever I do get the opportunity to get some "sleep" I make the most out of it wishing when I wake up the pain would not be there anymore. Sadly the first few steps are always dreadful.

This is the reality and the reality is freaking me out. I cannot begin to think how life is without two of the things that keep me sane. As a “trying hard” athlete this is a nightmare.

I placed myself in this situation so what else can I do but suck it up. I am only a “trying hard” athlete and not a professional. Is this a sign for me to explore life outside the sports scene? Then again,this is just on horrible nightmare that will eventually pass.

On Long Weekend

Quality time with
myself, family and friends
through land travel for great food!

Long weekend please extend.

:|

Lakas ng loob.
Malalampasan din 'to.
Kuya Jess, please help.

:|

On Kinakabahan

Hoping for the best
But cant help not to freak out
Jess, Your will be done.

On MRI

Laid on the hard "bed"
Stood up for a CR break
Liquids out, Inhaled

Laid on the hard "bed"
Headphones on to mask the noise
Positioned leg left

Slowly I went up
Inside the machine I go
Hola, MRI

The soothing music
Was drowned by the random sounds
Keep still, Katitay

30 minutes passed
Movement out from the machine
That was it, pansit

Results please be kind.