On Sleeping

I have a sleeping disorder. I am awake when I should be asleep and I am asleep when I should be awake. How many hours of sleep should one get anyway? Come to think of if I get at least 6 hours of straight sleep which is not that bad after all. But how come I consider this inadequate? Thus, I try to sneak in 2-3 hours of sleep before heading of to work. As a result of this, I end up running after time.

Oh man, I really need to figure out the best sleeping habit that will best suit a person like me whose body clock is set to -14 during weekdays and MNL time during weekends.

Obviously I am experiencing the Monday blues.

Sleepy Head

I fell asleep; rather I slept during the status meeting. I slightly jumped off my seat when I abruptly woke up. I was dumbfounded that my co-worker was using “my pc” for entertainment purposes. Then again, I figured out that I was not on top of my workstation.

Whoops. In fairness it was the first time I really snoozed off.

Tick Tock

“A day’s work for a day’s pay, anything less than that would be stealing.”

I am quite bothered with the statement above. It is not my fault since my team leads do not give me tasks to accomplish for the past two days. Oh yeah, they gave me something to read. Heck! I finished the so-called task in less than an hour. I guess they did that to make it look like that I am doing something worthwhile or maybe just to shut me up from nagging them on what I can do.

Obviously I am annoyed at my situation. Hmm, what if I bring TV series or a pocket book? Would that be disrespectful? Especially that I am within the area where the project manager is.

C’mon time… why don’t you hurry up like you always use to do?

Bug

It is the time of the year. It is the love month once again. February 14, a holiday created by Hallmark to generate profit, is fast approaching. Nope, I am not bitter or anything it is just that I do not understand why people need to wait for this occasion if they can spread love all year round.

Love is such a mind-blowing thing, emotion, experience, feeling… it comes in weird and tricky ways. Sometimes we think that we are not loved not knowing how much the other party adores us. Sometimes we think we are in love not knowing we can only be friends and nothing more. But at times when we stick too much to friendship we forget that we are in love. Would we let this moment just past by?

Crap. The love bug has bitten me.

Why o Why?

How come I can access LJ in the office but not here at home? Does it have something to do with the time? Or the computers here at home are malfunctioning? Is this really the sign for me to leave LJ and the experiences we had shared?

Yuck. Drama! I'll give myself a week to decide.

parang naman ang hirap at kailangan pa talagang pagisipan ano?