Friday, May 12, 2006

Blocker

Why the hell do they have to block the “recreational” sites? Those friend-stalking sites are understandable, but how about those photo repositories? How about those music and sports sites? What do they expect us to do during in-betweens?

Is this a sign that they want us to develop, execute and test 8 hours straight? Fine, that is reasonable. But then again, how about the people who are benched and those who do not have tasks to accomplish? Do you not think that a break must be given at least twice --- one in the morning and another during the afternoon? Nonetheless, I am not a corporate slave for nothing.

Go ahead and block ALL the “recreational” sites!
… and see how I become delusional!
Crap!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Labor Day Weekend

We went here . Doesn't the pictures look beautiful? But don't let those fool you. How amazing how they make those shots, don't you think?

We arrived when everyone was leaving. No people watching for us. On the other hand, we had the whole beach to ourselves by the afternoon! Mini-foozeball(sp?), sunbathing, swimming, strolling along the beach, kayaking, drinking, bonding, etc. Chillax!

It may seem that its nothing special, but I enjoyed...especially since the whole clan was present.

Good times.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Welcome to the Clan

My cousin gave birth to a 6 lbs 3 oz baby girl last May 6 at 5:45 PM.

her umbilical cord wrapped around the neck and arm. They decided to do CS when heartbeat was fading.

Shucks. Giving birth is complicated and scary. Thank God that mommy and cute baby are doing ok.

I now have 3 nieces and 2 nephews. SweeeeeeEt!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Is it bad to be good?

Is it sucking up to your parents when you do not go out every given weekend to drink, dance and party? Is it considered not having a life when you enjoy the confines of your home?

I choose to act like this cause this is how I want to spend my free time. It hasn't ever crossed my mind that others may perceive my actions as being a goody two shoes. What the heck! We are not the same. We will never be the same and I would never ever change the way I am just to conform to their perpectives.

And by the way, is it bad to be good?

Friday, May 05, 2006

loser

am i a loser? how come i do not have someone whom i can confide too? as in really really someone who i can call up or go to whenever i feel down or just you know when i feel like talking about anything may it be serious or just plain jokes.

then again, is it my fault that i do not really get close to people? i do not easily open up to them. yes i do, but not fully and completely. there is always a part of me that is hidden.

my words and thoughts confuse me. i say this and i wanna do this and that but it seems that i am not sincere cause i do not do anything about it. i lack action.

honest is easy. fiction is where genius lies cause it is easier at times not to be involved and let things flow.

sadness.