Basketball

The game was like a movie full of action and drama. Players dove for lose balls. They wrestled for position. They fought for every basket. They sacrificed their bodies to get the call. Blood was even shed. Cruel words were exchanged.

The score was tied after 10 minutes. But at the start of the 2nd half we found ourselves behind by a double digit margin. A little into the 3rd period, blood was shed. My teammate almost broke her nose in the attempt to get a charge. Unfortunately according to the official’s eagle eye, “nakatagilid daw siya”. Deadly words were uttered --- “papatayin kita!” Unpleasant words were exchanged with the official and the players. Technical fouls were called.

Tension was greatly relevant. This was a live-or-die situation for both teams. With a key player down, it was a tall order for us to undertake. But giving up was not an option. Like what coach mentioned, “She who blinks first loses” and “Never without faith, nothing without passion“. We never took our eyes of our goal and continued to fight despite our anxious faces.

Out of nowhere, we discovered our hearts and regained a bit of shooting touch. We got the opponent to penalty within just 2 minutes into the 4th. We rallied and found ourselves within striking distance. Then again, as if having one player down was not enough, to add insult to injury, another player got fouled out!

In spite of this, we still made do with what was available. Unbelievable with 5 minutes or so to go, we were only down by 2 points. We were so near and yet so far. I fought and fought real hard. Even if the buzzer sounded, I still continued to play. What hurt more was that we lost by 3 points. The pass reached me with no time left but I still continued and threw an attempt. A 3-pointer that went in! If and if only there was more time left!
For the first time in history, I honestly felt like crying in the course of playing. How come we cannot seem to pass them? Did we let all the opportunities slip away? Did the missed free-throws cost us? Did my turnovers really hurt?

Obviously, these questions will never be answered. This will add to my list of “lessons learned”. Evidently in every game there is a winner and a loser. But how come I always find myself on the losing side. Is this a sign for me to hang my shoes? Can I still take in the frustrations? Will it still be worth it for the possibility of finding myself in the other side?

I guess I might as well give it another run…until I reach my goal… or maybe until my body cannot take it anymore. At least in the end, I can tell myself, I am not a failure. I tried and never gave up.

Movies Movies

List of Movies I've Seen for August
1. City of Angels
2. Serendipity
3. My Sassy Girl
4. If Only
5. Tuesdays with Morrie
6. The Promotion
7. Deception
8. CJ7
9. Big Stan
10. You Dont Mess with the Zohan
11. Meet Dave
12. Just Add Water
13. Love at the Time of Cholera
14. The Bank Job
15. Wall $

Series:
Pick Up Artist

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What am I still doing here?

haaay!

On Playing Games

A game is a competitive activity involving skill, chance, or endurance. A game is played by one or more persons usually to amuse oneself or entertain a group of spectators. A set of rules is followed to avoid chaos.

The corporate world is like a game. The work or lack of work is competitive. My ability to simulate I am busy even if there is not a single task on my plate is challenged. My luck to get shipped to another country is like winning the Lotto. My stamina to carry on in this environment is killing me. How much longer is acceptable to keep the show going?

God, help me survive this episode in my existence.

On the Worse Case Scenario

I like to think that I am a strong person. I expect the worse case scenario so when those instances become a reality it would not be as painful as it should be. No positive expectations so when good things come my way it will feel like heaven.

Is this a good attitude or a bad approach? Should I think of positive things instead of the negative stuff? Should I avoid all the negativity? Should I change my outlook?

What now? Is it the time to let go of all the negativity and concentrate on the positive things life has to bring? Would it hurt more if the opposite happens?

Oh well... Like what they say... thoughts become actions and actions will eventually become habits and realities.