Tuesday, November 16, 2010

5 Years

Today is a non-working holiday thanks to the Muslims. :) Today also marks my 5th year in HS. Yes, it has been that long. And I thought I would be one of the first to abandon ship once I hit my 2nd year. Now, I am the only original member from my bootcamp. Talk about loyalty.

So what makes me stay here? My pay could be better. People are not how they used to be. Most of my friends have moved on to another challenge. I have not been lucky also in terms of projects. Puro paasa lang. But this is me, always full of hope.

There are really some things that do not turn out how we think it would. I still hope for a better 5th year. I wish things will finally go my way. If not, may I find the courage to leave and take new opportunities.

Friday, November 12, 2010

On Sickness

I am sick and it is killing me. I've missed 3 Ultimate sessions and 3 days for work. Work I don't mind, but ultimate? Boo!

Bronchitis. Pharyngitis. Whateveritis, go away!

Monday, November 01, 2010

On A Dilemma

What are the advantages of telling? One will know what to expect. One will know how to prepare for the future and with this knowledge one can at least try to do something to prolong what will happen.

On the other than, the more one knows the lesser one knows. There are some things that are meant to happen and will eventually happen no matter whatever one does. Without knowledge one can breathe and move freely. There won’t be this feeling that someone is watching. One can live a so-called normal life.

What to do? Should the truth be exposed and risk the outcome having the knowledge? Or should each moment be lived as carefree without paranoia?

Monday, October 25, 2010

On A New Start

Kuya is getting married this December. I just came from a highschool friend's bridal shower. Two out of three of my barkada who were there (except for the bride) has a ring on their, obviously, ring finger. Yes, it seems like everyone is getting hitched.

Before it was Debuts. Now it is bridal showers and weddings. Is this sign of age? Is it about time to get involved? But if you did not know how old I am right now, how old do you think I am?

Come to think of it, I seem like a teenager or someone in her early 20s. Is this a good or a bad thing? I enjoy life, but I guess there is more to life than what I have made out of it. Has time pass me by or have I been living a dead life?

Cheers to their new start, and cheers to my new beginning.