Saturday, October 26, 2013

On Agony of Defeat

That feeling when you reach the semis as second seed and lose to the team you often beat during pick ups and eventually end up fourth on your bracket. That feeling when you find out that there is a trophy for third place. That feeling of pain you get when you fail to meet your goal...it sucks big time.

I ask myself, why do I waste my time and effort practicing two times a week during weekdays instead of spending time with family, having dinner with friends or going out for a date if it will only lead me to this agony? Why do I spend money traveling all the way to dirty south to play a game wherein I have no idea where the registration fee went since the field is technically free, only two portalets, no proper equipment provided, no marshals and the ice provided is limited? Why do I allow myself to get into this situation?


:(

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

On Shy

I'm too shy
To tell you
How I feel

Instead I'll hide behind
Timid smiles and
Wacky antics

I'm afraid
If I ask you
"what do you think of me?"
Your answer will be


"I don't. .."

:(

Monday, July 22, 2013

On Matalino vs. Marunong

Iba ang matalino sa marunong.
Ang matailno alam kung ano ang tama at kung ano ang mali.
Ang marunong gagawin kung ano ang tama.

Ang tanong e...
Matalino ka ba or marunong?

On Three Questions

  1. How much have you loved?
  2. How faithful are you in your vocation?
  3. How gracefully can you let go of the things not meant for you?

Thursday, July 18, 2013

On Insecure

I am the type of person who takes time to make kamusta people out of the blue. I do not reach out because I have a hidden agenda like I need a favor or something. I value friendship and do contact my friends to stay connected and catch up -- as simple as that. 

Question is --- Is it improper to keep in touch with your friend who is married? Does that mean if a person is already married he cannot communicate with people of the different gender?


It is not my fault that you are jealous of me. My intentions are good. Before pointing your finger at me please evaluate your marriage first. Maybe there is something wrong with your relationship and you feel insecure. Perhaps after your self evaluation you will realize that your husband is suffocating and is not happy cause he is not getting any action. Now you tell me if that is my fault.

Natatawa nalang ako. Ahihihi