On Kalokohan

Alam mo yung nakakainis kasi gumawa nanaman siya ng kalokohan pero mahal mo parin siya?

Anlungkot.

On MOMOL

Ang oras ay isang bagay na hindi naibabalik kaya dapat sulitin ang bawat sandali. Iisipin ko na lamang na kapag kaming dalawa ay tunay na nararapat para sa isa't isa ay darating din ang tamang panahon. Kapag hindi dumating ang araw na iyon ibig sabihin lamang mayroong ibang taong nararapat para sa kanya at ibang taong nakatadhana para sa akin. 

Mahirap gawin pero kailangan sapagkat ito ang nararapat. Ito na talaga...Time for MOMOL aka Move On Move On Lang. Ang pag move on ay hindi lang pagsuko. Minsan ito ay pagtanggap sa mga bagay na hindi na talaga pwede.

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Alam mo yung feeling na hindi ka pwedeng magselos sapagkat hindi naman kayo? 

Alam mo yung feeling na after x number of years finally nasabi mo yung nararamdaman mo sa isang tao?

Alam mo yung feeling na after mo magtapat wala pang 12 hours makikita mo na lang na "In a relationship" siya...

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On Agony of Defeat

That feeling when you reach the semis as second seed and lose to the team you often beat during pick ups and eventually end up fourth on your bracket. That feeling when you find out that there is a trophy for third place. That feeling of pain you get when you fail to meet your goal...it sucks big time.

I ask myself, why do I waste my time and effort practicing two times a week during weekdays instead of spending time with family, having dinner with friends or going out for a date if it will only lead me to this agony? Why do I spend money traveling all the way to dirty south to play a game wherein I have no idea where the registration fee went since the field is technically free, only two portalets, no proper equipment provided, no marshals and the ice provided is limited? Why do I allow myself to get into this situation?

:(

On Shy

I'm too shy

To tell you

How I feel

Instead I'll hide behind

Timid smiles and

Wacky antics

I'm afraid

If I ask you

"what do you think of me?"

Your answer will be

"I don't. .."

:(