Heart beating so fast… out of breath… cannot keep still…
Many random thoughts running through my mind…
I HATE this!
Once again, I am lost. I do not know what I want. Rather, what I want to do with my life! Am I experiencing some sort of a crisis here? I feel like a robot who does routinely activities. Wake up in the morning… prepares to work… pretends to work… mingle with people… pretends more…goes home and drain myself with my useless thoughts. I do go out at least twice a week, but its not much. I still have a hella lot of time for my nonsense and it is killing me!
What is my purpose in this lifetime? I try to make people happy, do they even notice? Would it even matter if the ground suddenly opened and swallowed me?
Maybe I need more action. I need a LIFE… a life with PURPOSE!
Somebody… save me… PLEASE!
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Such Kids
Message 1:
Ate, please go to the other house. Your sister is here.
My Reply:
Why? Whats up?
Message 2:
She got in a fight with your kuya and she has a huge bump on her forehead. It is swelling right now.
My Reply:
I'm not at home.
Okay great. My siblings are such kids! Imagine a 26 year old huge guy lay a hand on a 18 year old lady! Mind you, this was not the first time this happened. As of now, I do not know what the exact story is, but I guess it started with a simple chanchawan. Knowing them, a mababaw thing can grow into something else.
They are really siblings. Walang gustong magpatalo.
Tsk tsk.
Ate, please go to the other house. Your sister is here.
My Reply:
Why? Whats up?
Message 2:
She got in a fight with your kuya and she has a huge bump on her forehead. It is swelling right now.
My Reply:
I'm not at home.
Okay great. My siblings are such kids! Imagine a 26 year old huge guy lay a hand on a 18 year old lady! Mind you, this was not the first time this happened. As of now, I do not know what the exact story is, but I guess it started with a simple chanchawan. Knowing them, a mababaw thing can grow into something else.
They are really siblings. Walang gustong magpatalo.
Tsk tsk.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Movie 11
Flushed Away
Roddy is a decidedly upper-crust "society mouse" who lives the life of a beloved pet in a posh Kensington flat. When a sewer rat named Sid comes spewing out of the sink and decides he's hit the jackpot, Roddy schemes to rid himself of the pest by luring him into the "whirlpool." Sid may be an ignorant slob, but he's no fool, so it is Roddy who winds up being flushed away into the bustling sewer world of Ratropolis. There Roddy meets Rita, an enterprising scavenger who works the sewers in her faithful boat, the Jammy Dodger. Roddy immediately wants out, or rather, up; Rita wants to be paid for her trouble; and, speaking of trouble, the villainous Toad--who royally despises all rodents equally, making no distinction between mice and rats--wants them iced ... literally. The Toad dispatches his two hapless hench-rats, Spike and Whitey, to get the job done. When they fail, the Toad has no choice but to send to France for his cousin--that dreaded mercenary, Le Frog.
Roddy is a decidedly upper-crust "society mouse" who lives the life of a beloved pet in a posh Kensington flat. When a sewer rat named Sid comes spewing out of the sink and decides he's hit the jackpot, Roddy schemes to rid himself of the pest by luring him into the "whirlpool." Sid may be an ignorant slob, but he's no fool, so it is Roddy who winds up being flushed away into the bustling sewer world of Ratropolis. There Roddy meets Rita, an enterprising scavenger who works the sewers in her faithful boat, the Jammy Dodger. Roddy immediately wants out, or rather, up; Rita wants to be paid for her trouble; and, speaking of trouble, the villainous Toad--who royally despises all rodents equally, making no distinction between mice and rats--wants them iced ... literally. The Toad dispatches his two hapless hench-rats, Spike and Whitey, to get the job done. When they fail, the Toad has no choice but to send to France for his cousin--that dreaded mercenary, Le Frog.
Friday, March 02, 2007
On Humility
There is no paradigm shift without humility.
Humility is the foundation of all virtues.
Without it, there's no virtue to speak of.
They are mere role play -- acting.
Like an actor or any actress,
Waiting for the crowd
To applause.
Humility is the foundation of all virtues.
Without it, there's no virtue to speak of.
They are mere role play -- acting.
Like an actor or any actress,
Waiting for the crowd
To applause.
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