On Mixed Emotions

The outcomes of the two games were extremes. I am happy but sad. Fulfilled yet frustrated. I am happy that we finally got our first W for NY 2001 but sad because bokya kami the next game. I am fulfilled because somehow I saw the fruits of our hard work in practice, yet frustrated because we still have a lot to learn.

Indeed, day 2 was a roller coaster ride of sorts. The twists and turns were electrifying. The drop was a very high one that I haven’t recovered yet. As they say life is like a wheel, sometimes you are up and sometimes you are down.

When will I get out of this pit?

On Secret Infatuation

When I first met you
I was sort of attracted
But can't do a thing 

Seemed you liked someone
So I stayed in the background
Didn't do a thing

Shy to make a move
Maria Clara, I am
Admired from afar

Weeks, months, years gone by
But attraction is still there
What am I to do?

Should I express this 
Secret infatuation?
Or leave it as is?

Oh my, the so called bug has bitten. 

On Bwakaw

I perceive you as someone full of pride. Thus it caught me off guard when I found out that you somehow got affected. Affected to the point that you had to seek advice from someone with wisdom. I do not have any intentions to put you down. However, I will not apologize for my actions.

I hope you did not misinterpret my actions. If you are bwakaw or not, that is fine. It is not important. If that is your style then go for it. You are who you are and I accept it. Early in the careers of Magic, Bird, MJ and Kobe I bet they had their own share of "I think I can do it all" mentality. After their own share of disappointments, look at what they have achieved and I guess they would not have accomplished what they have without having that mentality and attitude.

My actions may have appeared negatively but I will not apologize for it. Why? Because I don't want
to hinder you from achieving your full potential and eventually greatness. All I can do is accept your nature and give you (tough) love and understanding. I hope your pride can accept that.

On February

Today marks the beginning of the second month of 2011. It is Christmas for couples and lovers and All Soul’s day for “TIIS” people. I do not understand what the hype is all about when you can go dine in a spectacular restaurant or give flowers/gifts on any day. Everyday can be hearts day. Why wait for February to do those stuff? The 14th to be exact! Imagine the volume of people in the eating place and skyrocket prices of the flowers. Ewww.


Hah, so who is bitter? February, please be good to me.

On DK

The early origins of DK began 1st quarter of 2010 when a group of beginners decided to form a team in order to join those PUA organized leagues. DK made its first appearance in the Summer League of the same year under pool C. It was quite an experience. The level of competition was way different compared to the other instances the individuals played in – Plastic Virgins, Nestea Fit, Heads Up, etc. In order words, DK went to school in Summer League. Despite DK’s noob exposure, the players did not lose hope and continued playing. Some inserted themselves in M&M and Spirits alongside other teams --- SLU, Paterrors, DUO, Warriors and RG.

Now DK is back together and is set to play in New Year League 2011. And guess what? DK is in Pool B2! I don’t know if that is supposed to be a compliment or if some politics were involved. Well whatever, bring it on. Our skill level may not be at par with the other teams in our bracket but what can we do? We can only push ourselves and give it our best starting in training and hopefully that good attitude will carry over to the games.

How would we know what we can and cannot do unless we try?

Ultimate!