Para Sa Iba

The moment I landed I knew there was something wrong. But the competitor in me kept going and finished the game. Despite the pain in my knee (I forbid to call it an injury), I finished the remaining games of summer league and continued to play in another tournament in which I never missed a practice and game.

If logic should take into play, I should have an "injury timeout". Everyone is telling me to have a break and that I am punishing my body. But I promised myself once a upon a time that I will continue to engage in sports as long as my body can.

I got in night league. Many were not fortunate enough to make the cut. Is this a sign for a last hurrah before having a break? But I am having second thoughts. I know that if I do, I would be pushing my body to the limit once again. This would be a great opportunity to test how far I can go.

I know that I am not 100%. I cannot sprint nor leap. But as they say, "laging mayroong paraan kapag gugustuhin". I can still run and jump. Despite my current physical condition, I was able to give end zone assists and catch the disc. The question is, will I be contented with this mediocre performance?

Nakaka-frustrate! Kaso gaanon talaga. Weak ako! Ang maganda sa ngayon, tanggap ko nang mahina na ako. Pero nagpapalakas na ako para sa iba.

On ...

"hopefully start dating this girl as well haha... hope so, it's sorta headed that way but i'm not entirely sure

On Keeping It In

In as much as I would love to let it all out... I can not. I must remain calm at keep my emotions at checked. I have bursted out a number of times and it was not a pretty sight. I do not want a repeat of those instances so I must keep it in.

Then again, how could I keep it in? It seems like a tug of war between what is supposedly good and what I love. Indeed it is a tough situation. However, I must really control my urge and keep whatever this is to myself for hopefully a brighter tomorrow.

On Flexi

I miss the times when I had the luxury to do other things other than work. The times when I don't have to be at the office by 9 on the dot. Instances when I could meet up with friends over lunch. Times when I could sneak out and have a massage or go to rehab.

Today I kinda experienced that feeling all over again. I got in work a shade past 9 and then left at around 4. Afterwards I passed by my ortho to hear the obvious. Then I went to the coffee shop to use the CC receipt and pampered myself in a spa. Then I capped my day with dinner with my folks.

Kung pwede Lang flexi araw araw.

Good luck nalang mamaya sa trabaho!

On How

How do I start again, if just by one step away from you, you already pulled me two steps back into your world?

Tell me.
How?