On What Love Is

Everyone is capable of loving. It does not mean if one is not capable of loving that one is not capable to be loved.

I have done preventive measures in order not to communicate with you. I have erased you from my address book. I am not good with numbers thus I do not memorize it. I have immersed myself with various activities to keep myself busy.

However, it never fails. When I thought I have moved on you do something stimulating that prevents me from fully letting go. Somehow I find myself back to square one, sort off. Why is this so, I do not know.

How can I completely let go and not be affected? Should I completely erase everything that concerns you? Will doing so erase you from my mind and heart?

God, when will the time come when I awake I will not think of you? Is this what love is --- accepting the person despite one’s imperfections?

Ultimate Frustration

It truly hurts so much when one is looking forward for something then when the time finally arrives, it is cancelled.

On Seriousity

The Hali Family is composed of individuals brought together by their occupation. Hali Family is a group with different personalities from various backgrounds who enjoys having fun and fooling around. A day is not complete without jokes, side comments and remarks.

After one movie night, the Halis decided to go to a coffee shop for more bolahan session. However, 6750 was full so off they went to GB3. As mentioned, coffee time = bolahan. Various topics with sense or without arise. -- From movie jokes from the latest movie seen, letter game and the next trip. The subject matter was endless.

Then came, Tagaytay… game?!? Who would have thought that papatulan ang Tagaytay game? Then again, I think it was partly my fault. I felt na the night rather the morning was seriously bolahan nalang… so I blurted out… “For once, may we be serious?”

Thus, the coffee session moved to Starbucks Tagaytay! When we arrived there, more bolohans transpired while waiting for the Bulalohan place to open. When we arrived at on the dot, the place was close! Then we found out that there was a 24 hour Bulalohan place!

Seriousity killed the Kat.

On Looking For Answers

Why can you not say NO to the other person --- but it is all right to call a rain check when it is I who is involved?
Why do things suddenly occur whenever we have a so-called plan?
Why do you treat me as an option and not as a priority?

Why do I make an effort to preserve whatever we have?
Why do I even bother?

You cannot say no to others because they are your clients and I am merely no one.
Unexpected things come up because they are really planned.
You treat me as an option because that is what I am to you.

I make an effort for I thought what we have is something worth to be valued.
Now, I do not even know why I bother.

On A Player's Commitment

I need to be willing to make a commitment to being as good as I can be each time I play. I need to be willing and ready to do what has to be done to make a positive contribution in the most difficult of situations. I need to compete in each game as though there is nothing I will ever do that will be more important. I need to, more than anything, want our team t be the very best that we can be.

Is this to much for me to ask myself as a player?