On Gadget

It is expensive
20 plus for a gadget
But its so pretty!

Err, decisions. Argh!
To buy or not to buy it
Money, where are you?

On PCL Day ?

Obviously I have lost count. I am thankful that my so-called freak accident did not harm my knee. After a month and a couple of days it felt good. Tested my knee in the pool. Though I cannot fully bend it yet, I could somehow swim despite the weird feeling. I guess it is normal. Sanayan lang.

I did lots of walking too. Speed is improving but parentals are telling me to slow down. My form is another story. I need to take conscious effort not to limp.

Patience and perseverance do not leave me.

On BF

After all these years, it is still you. Honestly, I have thought of "what could have been". We have talked about it too but arrived at another open ended question. 


I guess things really do happen for a reason. If we did start our story a baker's dozen years ago I don't think our relationship could withstand the changes due to immaturity and other factors. I would not have been strong enough to take the challenges. No regrets. We still have communication despite the distance, time difference and years. After all these years, you are still my bestfriend. Buti nalang kasi "Ang boyfriend napapalitan; ang bestfriend, hindi."

On Suspicion

The x-ray reading is out. No jaw fracture. Thank God! But I decided that I will still undergo CT scan when I get back Manila. Before the x-ray did not capture the PCL tear so this time I want to make sure that it is really nothing. 

Do I have it in me to face the results? Seems like malapitin ako disgrasya lately. I hope and pray nothing comes up. Nanghihina na ako....

On Montsary

Today marked the first month from my post PCL reconstruction. I feel my condition has improved and my recovery is on the right track. I can walk without support but the limp is there. I get tired easily though. Guess I lack practice. I also need to work on my flexibility.

Okay na right? But guess what? I gained additional 6 stitches! I don't know what transpired. My stomach was aching so I rushed to the bathroom. Dsymen. Next thing I saw was the ceiling and me breathing deeply on the floor. So I sat up in panic and called mom. Then I saw blood dripping right under my cheek. Bad trip.

Alan mo yun, hindi ko na masyado kelangan tulong tapos ito naman nangyari. Nakuha ko pang maligo bago tinakbo sa ER. Hello 6 stitches! Tapos suspicious jaw fracture pa. :( Pero hindi muna ako nagpag CT scan kasi may flight ako.

Despite the freak accident  I am still lucky that I made it to my flight after missing it last October. Pinag mukha nanaman sa akin na dapat ako maging thankful na mayroon akong pamilya na nagmamahal sa akin. Kahit ano mangyari, kahit na maging hassle o pabigat ako andiyan parin sila para sa akin.

So kamusta ang pasko ninyo?