There are occasions when I imagine committing suicide. At work, I have a “corner office”. The window is just at my back. There are numerous instances when I imagine just jumping from that 16th floor window. Whenever I am in a plane that is up in the sky, I depict myself opening one of the emergency exits and leap out into nothingness.
I do not only have thoughts like these whenever I am elevated. Each time I see rail tracks I have this tiny urge to hop into them. Whenever I cross the street there are instances when I feel like springing into the pathway of a high speeding vehicle.
Disturbing, isn’t? Do I need help?
Probably this is why I choose to sleep all day… So I could block off thoughts like these.
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