On BF

After all these years, it is still you. Honestly, I have thought of "what could have been". We have talked about it too but arrived at another open ended question. 


I guess things really do happen for a reason. If we did start our story a baker's dozen years ago I don't think our relationship could withstand the changes due to immaturity and other factors. I would not have been strong enough to take the challenges. No regrets. We still have communication despite the distance, time difference and years. After all these years, you are still my bestfriend. Buti nalang kasi "Ang boyfriend napapalitan; ang bestfriend, hindi."

On Suspicion

The x-ray reading is out. No jaw fracture. Thank God! But I decided that I will still undergo CT scan when I get back Manila. Before the x-ray did not capture the PCL tear so this time I want to make sure that it is really nothing. 

Do I have it in me to face the results? Seems like malapitin ako disgrasya lately. I hope and pray nothing comes up. Nanghihina na ako....

On Montsary

Today marked the first month from my post PCL reconstruction. I feel my condition has improved and my recovery is on the right track. I can walk without support but the limp is there. I get tired easily though. Guess I lack practice. I also need to work on my flexibility.

Okay na right? But guess what? I gained additional 6 stitches! I don't know what transpired. My stomach was aching so I rushed to the bathroom. Dsymen. Next thing I saw was the ceiling and me breathing deeply on the floor. So I sat up in panic and called mom. Then I saw blood dripping right under my cheek. Bad trip.

Alan mo yun, hindi ko na masyado kelangan tulong tapos ito naman nangyari. Nakuha ko pang maligo bago tinakbo sa ER. Hello 6 stitches! Tapos suspicious jaw fracture pa. :( Pero hindi muna ako nagpag CT scan kasi may flight ako.

Despite the freak accident  I am still lucky that I made it to my flight after missing it last October. Pinag mukha nanaman sa akin na dapat ako maging thankful na mayroon akong pamilya na nagmamahal sa akin. Kahit ano mangyari, kahit na maging hassle o pabigat ako andiyan parin sila para sa akin.

So kamusta ang pasko ninyo?

On PCL Day.....

I lost count. Counting the days are not important. Instead I should make each day count.

Updates? Quads are jello but slowly getting some form. Strength and power are picking up however I still struggle with the en dynamic. Flexibility is a challenge which leads to less mobility. I still cannot reach my ass. During stretching todo nginig pa. My calves tighten.

On a lighter note, I graduated from crutches! I am now dependent on a SINGLE cane! At some instances I can walk without putting any weight on the cane but the limp is still there. I can do steps. I think I've walked too much and there is a small lump starting to form at the back of my knee. Did I push too hard? Ill put hot compress first and hopefully it disappears. I hope it is nothing bad.

Tiis pa. Sikap pa. Malalampasan ko din ito.

On Feeling First Day High

Back to work after a long layoff.

Can't say that it is good to be back though. Bummer.