Thursday, March 31, 2011

On WPBL

Hmm, am I ready?
Can I handle the challenge?
And manage my time?

Argh! It's killing me!
Work, Ultimate, Basketball
Family et all.

Have no idea
Do not know our opponents
Don't know the details.

I just want to play
Cause ball is my first true love
And I can't leave it.

April 2's the day
The start of another league
Can I handle it?
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Self, from this point on...
Focus and Prioritize
***, eyes on the prize.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Si Bunso Na

ME: Ma, look, may sugat ako.
*shows small scratch on left elbow*
MOM: Haaaay naku, kung ano-ano kasi ang pinaggagawa mo e?!?
ME: Palagay ng gamot.
*deadma si Mommy*
ME: Grabe, pag si *bunso* yan, halika dito, lagyan natin ng gamot, blah blah blah.
DAD: May kasama pang himas.
ME: Oo nga.
DAD: Ako matagal na masakit yung braso ko pero wala lang ni himas wala.
ME: Oo nga, si *bunso* meron pang, do you want milk? Tas bababa para gumawa ng milk tas ihatid pa.
MOM: Antok na ako. Sabay nga kami natulog nung 630pm ni *bunso*.

Tas sabay tayo sa kusina at umakyat.

:(

On March 28 Begnite

I guess I exerted to much effort. You know the feeling when your legs are SO tired and it just gives up? Well, that happened to me right in front of the bench of the opposite team. Wala lang, napatid lang ako sa sarili kong mga paa. :|

It was a frustrating night. I know it was just beginners night, but I don't like the feeling when the opponent ate my team alive. Even if the other team was composed of regular and league players, that should not stop us from playing with spirit. It is okay not to win, but at least show some heart. Nakakagigil, promise.

On a high note, I had a mala-airness point. Also, my defense was there. Deflected a yummy end zone attempt and a huck of the instructor to a huge guy. But karma acted fast and the instructor foiled my attempt for another Jordan-catch. Defense is truly the best offense.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

On - - - -

Do you believe you can completely love me as I am?
Faith is not enough, you have to know it. Do you know it?
Sadly, knowing is not enough.
I have to see.

But they say love is blind. People tend to see what they only want to see. There are occasions when they lower their standards and accept people how they are. Right and wrong no longer exist because they think they are the only people in the world.

From the start I believed that there was no future. My head knows that it was not "moral". However, deep down there was still this tiny faith that there was a chance. Self-control and family values were constantly challenged. Then again, when everything was laid out, I couldn't see an US --- I saw YOU and HER even how much you tried to mask your feelings.

And so my instincts were right on target.
Congrats on your engagement! :|

On Left Heel

It’s painful, it hurts
Though I discount the feeling
The ache’s evident.

The physical hurt
I try to ignore each day
But to no avail.

When I resist it
Comes emotional distress
It’s unstoppable.

They say time heals wounds
But is time tried and tested?
What’s the assurance?

Give it a rest, self
Time to face reality
To genuinely heal.
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