On My 27th
Oh, how fast time flies
Today marks another year
In this planet
As I contemplate
How was my 27th
I have no answer
I went with the flow
No specific agenda
As long I'm happy
Fell in-love with life again
Journey to a better place
When one I'm at peace
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011
On Semi Cool Off
I love you both equally. You guys are my motivation to get up each day. I always look forward to spending my time with you guys after work. It disappoints when something comes up and my time is consumed elsewhere rather having quality time you guys. So disappointed that I get guilty and feel that I need to make it up to you guys.
But I have to face reality. There are days when I have to call a rain check. Days wherein family, work and health interferes. I thought I had enough passion and energy to do the things that I enjoy and love. Yet, it is unfair for you if pagsabay ko kayo like what I am currently doing. One way or another schedules would overlap. My body cannot take it. Ultimately, I would not be able to perform as I expect from myself.
I need to make a decision. It is a tough one but I guess it is for the best. So... would it be okay if semi cool off muna tayo for two months? Semi cool off meaning that I will prioritize my first love for now. Sana okay lang at hindi ka magtampo. :/ I hope you would still accept me with arms wide open when I come back.
Kthnxbye.
But I have to face reality. There are days when I have to call a rain check. Days wherein family, work and health interferes. I thought I had enough passion and energy to do the things that I enjoy and love. Yet, it is unfair for you if pagsabay ko kayo like what I am currently doing. One way or another schedules would overlap. My body cannot take it. Ultimately, I would not be able to perform as I expect from myself.
I need to make a decision. It is a tough one but I guess it is for the best. So... would it be okay if semi cool off muna tayo for two months? Semi cool off meaning that I will prioritize my first love for now. Sana okay lang at hindi ka magtampo. :/ I hope you would still accept me with arms wide open when I come back.
Kthnxbye.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
On Monday Blues
Boo-hoo. Tomorrow is another Monday, which only means one thing -- back to regular programming. :|
Then again, how things will turn out pretty much depends on my actions. Monday is just another day. Another period in time which will eventually be over. Time passing does not have to be stressful, mysterious or whatsoever.
As Monday approaches it calls on me to make a decision, then goes on. It is the indecision that allows me to wake up one morning wondering what, when, where, who, why and how will Monday turn out.
Let's get it on!
Then again, how things will turn out pretty much depends on my actions. Monday is just another day. Another period in time which will eventually be over. Time passing does not have to be stressful, mysterious or whatsoever.
As Monday approaches it calls on me to make a decision, then goes on. It is the indecision that allows me to wake up one morning wondering what, when, where, who, why and how will Monday turn out.
Let's get it on!
On "Manly" Ambition
Bunso has been dropping hints on getting a long board for the longest time. Here is his latest attempt.
Bunso: Sayang naman ang, ano pa ang ginagawa nila.
Mom: Naku, hospital ang abot mo yan.
Bunso: Okay, gloves at helmet nalang para safety first.
Mom: Bike nalang.
Me: Ako, gusto ko ng bike. Gusto ko masubok mag-triathlon.
Mom: Ano ba yan, ang boyish ng pangarap mo.
Is finishing a triathlon a manly ambition? :(
Bunso: Sayang naman ang
Mom: Naku, hospital ang abot mo yan.
Bunso: Okay, gloves at helmet nalang para safety first.
Mom: Bike nalang.
Me: Ako, gusto ko ng bike. Gusto ko masubok mag-triathlon.
Mom: Ano ba yan, ang boyish ng pangarap mo.
Is finishing a triathlon a manly ambition? :(
Friday, April 22, 2011
On Single hood
Before I sleep I often catch myself contemplating on why am I still single. Are my standards too high? Am I looking at the right place cause maybe the One is just right there?
Then again, I don't think my standards are THAT high. Is someone with a decent occupation, pleasing values, good relationship with the Ultimate and great physique too much to ask for? Am I too serious? Okay, the last criteria may be negated – in short husband material.
On the other hand, maybe it is not the One, maybe it is Me. Me who is too preoccupied with work, basketball, ultimate, family and friends. Me who is not pleasing enough to catch someone's heart or even one's attention. Cause if the One is really out there then the chance should have presented itself by now.
Don't get me wrong, I am happy with my current situation. It is just there are instances when I feel alone. Case in point when mom told me, “Mag-bf ka na nga.”. But why should I rush? I believe I deserve the best the Ultimate has to offer so why would I settle for someone less than the best.
* Pero sana dumating ka na please para maging mas-happy.
Then again, I don't think my standards are THAT high. Is someone with a decent occupation, pleasing values, good relationship with the Ultimate and great physique too much to ask for? Am I too serious? Okay, the last criteria may be negated – in short husband material.
On the other hand, maybe it is not the One, maybe it is Me. Me who is too preoccupied with work, basketball, ultimate, family and friends. Me who is not pleasing enough to catch someone's heart or even one's attention. Cause if the One is really out there then the chance should have presented itself by now.
Don't get me wrong, I am happy with my current situation. It is just there are instances when I feel alone. Case in point when mom told me, “Mag-bf ka na nga.”. But why should I rush? I believe I deserve the best the Ultimate has to offer so why would I settle for someone less than the best.
* Pero sana dumating ka na please para maging mas-happy.
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