On Wish List 2011

Just because it is December...

1. Wrist watch na dress watch
I got myself a chunky sports watch from katas ng SG already. Now I like a dress watch. Something for formal functions like weddings, office meetings, interviews and dinners. I have no particular brand in mind basta yung sakto Lang sa wrist ko na payat. 

2.  Turfs 7.5
I know I am currently "injured". *Sheeet! Injured ako! As in major injury! :( * I don't know when I can engage in sports. And if I do get the green light will I still play? So why turfs? Maybe to push myself to get better faster and motivate myself to make a comeback. 

3. Underwear
Wala Lang. I just watched Victoria secret's fashion show and oh wow! I want those bling-bling under garments! Buy seriously, kahit ba bench Lang ok na. 

4. Full and fast recovery
I am having questions if i made the right decision. Maybe I am having these doubts because of my current physical state. So yeah, I wish that I get better the soonest. My savings are depleting and my fighting spirit is losing its energy. Ayaw ko na maging pabigat. 

5. Good Health
I pray that my lolo will be okay. No more clots and daily injections. Same goes for mom's eye, dad's neck, sister's head, bunso's heart and kuya's soon to be baby. 

6. The One
Kailan ka ba dadating? Andiyan ka ba? :( Hinog na ako. Handa na ako mahulog at ibigay ang matamis kong OO. Uwi na you. 

On PCL Day 5

Had my first post operation check-up. Ortho says its good that I didn't have fever. But I should expect swelling pa on my thigh and ankles. Grabe, chubby legs na. :( I officially graduated from the blue immobilizer. He took out the bandage too. I'm afraid to see what is in store underneath. Found out I have 4 cuts. 3 small ones and 1 big one. Hope it won't scar that much.

Now time for exercises! Ankle pumps and leg raises! Hindi ko nga ma-raise yung paa ko, paano kaya yun? Hayz.

On Spirits

Almost all Philippine based Ultimate player is still on a Spirits high. Facebook posts say it all. I on the other hand is super ingit that I was not able to join the tournament again. Of all the days why that weekend? Haha, asa, as if I could play.

Hay, self-control. Stop looking at things that will put my spirits low. What's done is done. I should put all my efforts on getting better so I could play on Spirits 2012!

* Okay lang naman mangarap diba?

On PCL Day 3

I feel useless. I can walk with the help of the sticks but I can't stand up nor sit down on my own. I don't know how to position my leg. It feels so uneasy. Nakaka-ngawit! I can't move my leg on its own. Laging alalay. :(

Thank God it is not painful as I expect it to be. Yet there is still pain. Birthday pa naman ni bunso. Had dinner at home. Felt bad cause if I wasn't this immobile we could have celebrated it outside. Oh well, at least he likes his graduation/birthday/Christmas gift.

Looking forward to bending my knee or at least man lang making it move on its own. Fight!

On PCL Day 2

Yahoo!  Got discharged from the hospital!!! My wallet has a whole since my health card did not pay for the whole operation. I had to cover for the implant, ortho and anesthesiologist PF. :( Oh well, the price I have to pay for my age.

Anyway, what did I do today? The resident doctor advised me to walk around without support if kaya. Super duper challenge mehn! I feel like a child who is learning how to walk. I was able to walk around the perimeter of my bed with the help of the IV stand. I still can't bend my leg though due to the blue immobilizer. When I got home, I shuffled my way using the sticks. CR is not that bad compared to my experience in hospital. There is not much pain as I expected.

All in all, positive naman. Hoping that day 3 will be better. Birthday pa naman ni bunso.