Knowing Is Better Than Wondering

Is he still bitter?

He did not reply to my message, however, when I used another number earlier he answered.

Obviously he is still avoiding me. But why?

Last time we were in the same venue, we didn't acknowledge each other's existence. I tried to catch his gaze but he avoided it. Even if he was all alone, he opted to occupy himself with his phone.

Is he still bitter with whatever happened between us in the past? Puh-lease! Stop being a kid! Past is past. Whatever good/bad things that occurred is done. There is nothing that can be done to erase those events. Then again, maybe his life partner is oberly jealous. Haha.

Is there something wrong with my attempt to be nuetral with him?

Letting It Out

Have you been in a situation wherein you kept something in for a quite sometime? Then comes a point when you feel like you want to let it out? I've been in this situation a number of times. I've desperately tried to get something out of my system for two days however, I was unsuccessful after several attempts. It wasn't a very good feeling. I felt uneasy as I sat there and while I wait for something to happen. Finally... it came out! Thank God, even if the place and time wasn't that desirable.

Success!

Alcoholic

Alcohol
can make you laugh
can make you cry
can make you talk
can make you realize things
can make you crazy

can kill your brain cells
can kill you literally as well

Alcohol is dangerous to one's health.

I am not an alcoholic... I am the person who watches over and takes care of the drunkards. I've seen people knocked out, barfed, laughed, cried, blabbed, etc. It's not an easy job, but someone has to do it. Plus, I don't think I've been drunk ever in my life.. well, maybe just a bit tipsy and that, but still I am sane. At times, I get to know the inner most feelings or the deepest anger of others. I do not mean too, but they just keep on talking the night/morning away. I get bothered occassionaly for I do not know how to handle the different scenarios. What will I tell them to make them feel better? Or would it be better for me not to say anything at all?

Oh well, at least we've formed a bond of some sort.

Alcohol is bad.

TV shows 101

On the Amazing Race:
Too bad Ray and Yolanda was the third team to reach the pitstop. At least it wasn't the frat boys who arrived first considering the previous legs. Congrats to the hippies!

On the American Idol:
Good-bye Elliot! :( I just hope that Mr. Soul Patrol brings home the bacon.

On Prison Break:
Season one has ended. I think that it is such a guy movie, but I got hooked badly. I guess its the suspense and action that did the trick or maybe the different twists/conflicts/puzzles every episode. No more daily doze of Wentworth Miller. :( It is alright tho since work has started to come in. When S2 comes out, I will be ready. Hehe.

Xs: I told myself pa naman before that I shouldn't watch these series anymore since I get too affected. Oh, well.

Regularization

6 months has passed by since this IT consulting company officially employed me and that means that I am not a probi anymore... I am already REGULAR! Hello benefits! Time to get those opticals and give a visit to the different doctors. Hello vacations with PAY! Nyahahaha!

Then again, when will I get an increase?

Will I ask for another 18 months? Tsk tsk.

Camon and let us see....