Do you believe you can completely love me as I am?
Faith is not enough, you have to know it. Do you know it?
Sadly, knowing is not enough.
I have to see.
But they say love is blind. People tend to see what they only want to see. There are occasions when they lower their standards and accept people how they are. Right and wrong no longer exist because they think they are the only people in the world.
From the start I believed that there was no future. My head knows that it was not "moral". However, deep down there was still this tiny faith that there was a chance. Self-control and family values were constantly challenged. Then again, when everything was laid out, I couldn't see an US --- I saw YOU and HER even how much you tried to mask your feelings.
And so my instincts were right on target.
Congrats on your engagement! :|
Thursday, March 24, 2011
On Left Heel
It’s painful, it hurts
Though I discount the feeling
The ache’s evident.
The physical hurt
I try to ignore each day
But to no avail.
When I resist it
Comes emotional distress
It’s unstoppable.
They say time heals wounds
But is time tried and tested?
What’s the assurance?
Give it a rest, self
Time to face reality
To genuinely heal.
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Though I discount the feeling
The ache’s evident.
The physical hurt
I try to ignore each day
But to no avail.
When I resist it
Comes emotional distress
It’s unstoppable.
They say time heals wounds
But is time tried and tested?
What’s the assurance?
Give it a rest, self
Time to face reality
To genuinely heal.
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Wednesday, March 23, 2011
On Mind Games
There are instances when you don’t seem to notice me. Instances when you don’t make your presence felt. On the other hand, there are times when you contact me out of the bloom and say sweet nothings.
Why do you give me just enough attention? Is this to keep me interested but never seriously commit? Is this a strategy or tactic of some sort of yours to manipulate my so-called feelings?
Mind games are boggling. Are you sure you want to play this game? Cause if you do, it is already game over.
Why do you give me just enough attention? Is this to keep me interested but never seriously commit? Is this a strategy or tactic of some sort of yours to manipulate my so-called feelings?
Mind games are boggling. Are you sure you want to play this game? Cause if you do, it is already game over.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
On Onshore
I met two foreigners in the tour I joined. One was from the US and the other was from Germany. The guy from US has been teaching English in Japan for 3.5 years and counting while the girl from Germany has taught German in Australia and at present she is touring around Asia. She stayed in Bali, Indonesia prior to going to SK. Sarap ng buhay nila!
Two thoughts entered my mind:
1. My brother has a future as a teacher contrary to what my mom believes.
2. I want to experience the "on-shore" life.
I guess I asked to soon and when I checked my office e-mail I got a "Congratulations" message from my QA manager:
She has been accepted in ********* and may fly soon to *insert country*.
It has been a long journey for ME (to be onshore) and it sure is satisfying to know she finally will fly!
*Who checks her office e-mail while on vacation?*
*gulp!*
Two thoughts entered my mind:
1. My brother has a future as a teacher contrary to what my mom believes.
2. I want to experience the "on-shore" life.
I guess I asked to soon and when I checked my office e-mail I got a "Congratulations" message from my QA manager:
She has been accepted in ********* and may fly soon to *insert country*.
It has been a long journey for ME (to be onshore) and it sure is satisfying to know she finally will fly!
*Who checks her office e-mail while on vacation?*
*gulp!*
Happy Happy Yippee Yey Yey
Shallow as it may sound but I am genuinely happy. :) It may be a material thing, but I really believe that I deserve it even if it is delayed. Patience is the key.
:)
:)
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